Hum hain is pal yahaan, jaane ho kal kahan
We're here, in this moment...don't know where we'll be tomorrow
Hum miley naa miley, hum rahein na rahein
We may meet, we may not...we may be here, we may not
Rahegi sadaa yahaan, pyaar ki yeh dastaan
Our love story will stay here forever
Sunenge sadaa jise, yeh zameen asmaan
And the earth and the sky will listen
Feeling nostalgic, romantic, like a slow-burning candle in a quiet room...
The song says it all. I may be idealizing him, I know. I think I'm idealizing the notion of being in love. No, it's more about friendship, this incredible friendship that is better than anything I ever knew...and now, it's gone. That feels like punishment, no matter how much D says she's aiming for "restoration and healing". I'm not restored...I'm torn. And I'm not healed...I'm hurt.
I realized yesterday that I don't want to leave for Ireland because it will take me further from him.
Jaane ho kal kahan...
We're here, in this moment...don't know where we'll be tomorrow
Hum miley naa miley, hum rahein na rahein
We may meet, we may not...we may be here, we may not
Rahegi sadaa yahaan, pyaar ki yeh dastaan
Our love story will stay here forever
Sunenge sadaa jise, yeh zameen asmaan
And the earth and the sky will listen
Feeling nostalgic, romantic, like a slow-burning candle in a quiet room...
The song says it all. I may be idealizing him, I know. I think I'm idealizing the notion of being in love. No, it's more about friendship, this incredible friendship that is better than anything I ever knew...and now, it's gone. That feels like punishment, no matter how much D says she's aiming for "restoration and healing". I'm not restored...I'm torn. And I'm not healed...I'm hurt.
I realized yesterday that I don't want to leave for Ireland because it will take me further from him.
Jaane ho kal kahan...
