July 31, 2012

So the Olympics are on...

...and I'm thinking about everything but the Olympics.  I'm thinking about how:
  • I'm afraid to pray, but am trying to remember that my sin is not news to Him, so I shouldn't be afraid.  After all, He did command me not to fear my storms.
  • Mum, realizing that I'm actually done with research on Friday, asked if I wanted her to come up earlier than Sunday...and I, not wanting to miss church, said, "No, Sunday's just fine."
  • I'm tired of people and tired of crying and tired of myself and tired of missing the one friendship I can't have right now.
  • home is going to be more of the same.
Do I have to?  Father, I need to stop being afraid of You.  Come near, please, and help me to pray.  I want You back.